~ill-defined feeling~

i barely see his tears
i rarely see him in grief
i hardly see his anger flash across his face

the only thing i know is that
i'm happy when i see him happy
i'm happy when i'm with him

but my calculation is totally wrong
happy faces potrayed to me are actually ambiguous
as they can be defined in various ways and for different reasons

different people may express their feelings differently
some choose sharing them verbally
for a few, through writing
but for me, i opt for both....

today reveals everything by God's will....thanx to Allah...

~Seoul Garden~


salam readers!!!
yesterday, i went for an outing but surprisingly, i didnt shop and go for movie which i used to do before...people said, shop!!shop!!shop!! until you drop but in my case, i eat, eat, and eat until i die only then i couldnt eat anymore...nope...im not dead yet but i could barely walk as i was loaded with food...i had to force myself eating as much as possible as i'd paid for it....i even loosed my belt so that i could eat more but i failed...now i realized and admitted another fact of myself that my tummy is sooo comeyl...:)
and i know for a fact that he did the cooking more if compared to me but it's still fair for he ate more than i did.


we need to practise, practise and practise so that our ABC looks more tempting next time

fruitss and veggiesss won out my heart the most