salam n hye all...

happy wednesday all!!...mood sangat okay since petang semalam till this morning..hope this current mood can be lasting for the next remaining hours before going back to the hostel....hostel? yup, im currently at home and that explains my happy feeling and good mood. tgkla ptg nanti balik hostel terus tak happy...kalau hostel macam UIA xpela....ada meja besar dan panjang yang amat selesa untuk study....room yang sangat privacy in which we can do whatever we want. we can switch on the light without having to feel afraid of distracting people who were sleeping soundly. you can tear your oreo packaging, sing your fav song loudly and maybe dance in your own room without worried of people eyeing on you. since the room is quite far from the corridor, you wont be awakened by the cleaner's voice shouting at their friends as well as wont be distracted by them dragging the garbage and the dustbins. yup, im easily awakened by sounds especially people's phone alarm unless im very very very tired.

and now im home...there's no need for me to worry about all these...there's only me and my younger sis as she's on her sem break and we share the same attributes. we are morning person. we woke up at almost the same time for performing our Subuh prayer. so there's no such thing of distracting one another. then, she loves to read books in the morning so there's no problem for me to switch on the light while doing revision.

what more, like last night, when i felt a lil bit tense of revising, i sat right in front of the TV and enjoyed my fav drama and other TV programme especially programmes that provide ample hilarious jokes which made me at least carving a smile while making overflowing notes. Johan (raja lawak) is my fav joker. never failed to make me laughing in every 2 minutes i guess. sometimes, by just looking at his face can make me smile without having him to utter a single word...last night, he was in Serasi Bersama...:)

i think that's enough for today....jom study...before study bersihkan diri dulu dengan solat taubat, banyakkan  zikrullah dan membaca Al-quran untuk buang titik-titik hitam di hati supaya senang untuk menimba ilmu...(a reminder to myself too)...till then~

salam n hye all....

it'd been a while since my last post...n now i'm back!!!

im on my 1 week holiday and now, just 1 day left..as usual when sunday's approaching, i started to feel like not in a good mood.i hate Sunday as i need to prepare myself for hostel life. i longed for a loong holiday....yup mmg manusia tidak bersyukur!!!

lets wrap up what i've been doing recently...on the first day of my holiday, i already accompanied my bro n future sis-in-law to go to bridal shop, preparing for their big day since im the one who's assigned to be in-charge of the hantaran for both sides.. i decided to start hunting for the accessories earlier as im afraid of distracting my final exam this upcoming November. what more, it will be my last exam before holding my first degree thus i should give my best shot. InsyaAllah...

hurm...what else?
tiba-tiba rasa jealous dengan rakan-rakan seperjuangan yang telah grad pada usia yg sama dengan aku or lebih muda dari ku....lagi jeles bila ada dalam kalangan mereka yang telah berjaya mendapat first class and terus dapat further phd...how lucky they are!!!..tapi perasaan jeles aku bukan bermaksud dengki dengan kejayaan orang but more on being amazed by their success....

i managed to grab the chance to attend his convo and the only thing i could see was the happy feeling across the graduates' faces as well as his. it's like a victory for them. i know i'll be experiencing the same thing next year insyaAllah.
his convo was on 27 Oct. but i already in shah alam  a day before as i didnt want him to rush to fetch me up in the morning on his convo day...i'd been staying at his frens' rented house for 3 days and 2 nights.within those days, i learnt a lot of new things in life.  i learnt how to be independent, how to treat people well, how to be tolerant, how to be a good listener, how to struggle in achieving good things in life and learnt that not all strangers are bad people...what more, having a discussion and conversation about our respective experiences in life taught me on how to be grateful of what i have today. i learnt that there are people out there specifically some of his frens longed for being a teacher as well as becoming a Teslian. a few dislike science subject but they were forced me to take degree in science which differs from me who has great interest  in science and maths but was forced to study language. like what he'd constantly reminded me that we need to be grateful and redha with things that Allah has granted us. DIA yg menentukan segala-galanya dan DIA yang beri rezeki kpd hamba-hambaNYA. dan ingatlah tidak semua yang kita suka adalah baik untuk kita dan tidak semua yang kita tak suka adalah xbaik untuk kita. HE is all-knowing.

so...be grateful, be grateful, be grateful, ida!!!