i never thought that it would be this year,
i never thought that it would be in September,
i never thought that it would be in Syawal and
i never thought that it would be yesterday....

and actually it was.



dear,
if it is a fate, it will be remained as a fate,
do believe in Qada' and Qadar Allah.
one of my friends who already married once reminded and advised me that don't stop praying..
i believe that even though you'll be my husband someday, still, don't stop praying for our togetherness because we don't know HIS plan.
whatever it is, don't pray for ours just in this temporary life, Dunya, but till our last breath and till Jannah. InsyaAllah....

i was attracted by a quote in one of my fav books entitled 'Sebelum Aku Bernikah' by Hilal Asyraf -

salam Ramadhan....

FYI, i've been thinking of posting an entry everyday as i  plan to go online while im working; sneaking into one of the vacant rooms there and type 'blogger.com'. but it always stopped there before i managed to key in my password and username for my blog. i dont know why. maybe facebook is the most influential social networking that always win my heart. sorry blogspot!

but today, i cant stop my overflowing craving for blogging as i've received two good news recently which both seemed not really become a surprise to me anymore. from now on, i should follow my instinct i supposed coz normally it always turned up to be a reality. first: one of my besties, an elementary schoolmate gonna be tunangan orang and what more, one of my uni besties is pregnant!  time flies too fast for me to catch as i cant believe this to happen actually. people started to get married and pregnant and building a family... i realized that hurm....im not that old okay! at least i know that im  growing old....

plus, a lot of good news for these past few days that i feel like sharing....one of them is i received a letter from IIUM last week which required me to fill in a form regarding my involvement in activities and programmes conducted by IIUM within that 2 years. i believe that only 4 of us received the letter. the letter was actually sent for nominating us including the students from other courses for the undergraduate awards for this upcoming convocation day. we r required to fill in the form and return or sent it back to the 3 departments of IIUM. Unfortunately, i failed to do so; sending it back to them. and the worse thing is that i just left it blank. do you wanna know y i didnt evn fill it up? i have reasons for it:

First, the letter was in my hand on 1 August while the due date for me to return it was 31 July 2012 (itu pun pakai pos laju, kalu x, xtau la bile smpai)
Second, i didnt get certificates for each and every activities or programmes as proof of my involvement. for instance, the debate competition which i was one of the committees but i wasnt given any cert.
Third, i realized that i failed to build a holistic character(balance in academic n non-academic) in me therefore i wasnt the right person to be awarded. and i think this is the apt and strong reason i didnt return the letter.

that's all.....