salam 1 december n morning all...:)

hurm...recently, i always have something in mind to be poured down here but whenever i went online, there's like an obstruction that leading me not to do so. most people rarely write because of they dont know what and how to write but in my case, i have something to share, to talk about but the mood swings specifically the mood to write is always failed to be at its constant mode.so, blame the mood. ..:)

or maybe, the time constraint answers it well....like Hanis Zalikha wrote on her blog, she's so busy as one of her siblings is getting married. the same goes for me...its like im the one who are getting married. Things went from bad to worse when my sistersss couldnt be home early as the younger one just started her second sem while the older is busy preparing for thesis presentation for her master degree. thank God, it's now school holiday.i have my younger bro to lend me a hand.

since it's our first time, not only ours but first time for the Ibrahim clan which is dad's side, so we should think and prepare for most of things solely by ourselves...in fact, we learnt from experiences right? so, we are learning everyday. i couldnt wait for the event as i believed i would feel a huge surge of relief when it has ended. and would be feeling being rewarded when it run smoothly. Hopefully..:)

Do pray for ours and if anything happens in days to come, i still believe in Allah's fate. may Allah eases our way..:)

salam and morning all...

i cant believe that im writing this morning entry.i rarely write after Subuh as i always equip the time with reading booksss....lots of book need to be read and for sure it is an extensive reading thus i enjoy doing it. instead, intensive reading will be only done when the exam is just around the corner.maybe no more intensive reading after this for no more examssss.....:)

while reading a book after performing my Subuh prayer, my heart told me that it craved for writing but my hand told me not to....i continued reading and i couldnt refrain myself not to follow my heart thus i ended up here..when im in the mood of writing, i would write excessively but i know people wouldnt read long entry unless it is informative and interesting. im not meant to be a writer therefore im lacking in that. i tried to produce one. InsyaAllah...

since the school holiday just started, trail of wedding cards from friends received and already put in my drawer or else they will be scattered everywhere. sadly, i think i cant attend all....or maybe i attend none. it's not because i didnt have the heart to go but it's all about the miles that matter. sorry in advance, friends.

hari berganti hari, bulan berganti bulan, tahun berganti tahun, dekad berganti dekad, abad berganti abad, penyatuan demi penyatuan dua hati diijabkabulkan....tidak lupa juga perpisahan demi perpisahan yang dilalui oleh segelintir kawan-kawan di saat orang lain memberi kad kawen masing-masing.....cerita demi cerita yang berpeluang untuk saya ikuti menjadikan saya takut, risau, curious apakah pengalaman yang dilalui saya sendiri berakhir dengan sad or happy ending? it's like a fairytale and for sure we opted for the second right? we never knw but HE knows well. we do plan and pray but HE is the one who decides. that's one of the compulsory words or sentences that i will utter whenever my friends shared her hard time.

kepada kawan2, jangan takut akan perpisahan, jangan menangisi perpisahan....
because everything happened for a reason......seperti yang pernah post di entry yang lalu

bila aku tak layak dan bukan yang terbaik untuknya maka kau jauhkanlah aku darinya

bila bukan aku yang tertulis untuk melengkapkan separuh dari agamanya,maka jarakkan kami agar tidak timbul rasa yang mengundang kecewa

bila aku bukan yang terbaik,bila aku bukan yang tercatat dalam takdir,dan bila dia berhak kepada yang lebih baik,maka jarakkan kami, pisahkan kami

and remember this.....