salam and morning peeps!!

i was awaken by the sound of my bro's car. alhamdulillah, thank God i could still breathe Your free fresh air today...last nyte, i was worried so much till i felt like i wouldnt meet Tuesday. alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah.

i was already in bed at 11.30pm last nyte purposely to get some rest but my eyes were still wide opened till 2a.m i guessed. it's not because i was not feeling sleepy. i felt exhausted since the past few days. i know i'd be easily falling asleep when i felt so tired but it's not for yesterday. the pain kept hitting me which lasted for about 2 hours. i couldnt wait for my bro's big day to end soon as i have to attend an appointment with a specialist 3 days after his reception.a big BUT here, that appointment was not meant for the pain which was like killing me last nyte. it's another pain and maybe for another specialist?....Nauzubillah.

i tried to bear it alone last nyte. i constantly reminded to myself not to tell my parents. they'd already known about this since i was back in UIA. like i said before, i'd been going through check up, appointments, ultrasound what else? the result was always 'nothing's wrong' ....plus, i wouldnt burden them as they also got health problems. dad just involved in an accident last Friday. thanx God it's only a minor accident. but still, he got wounds and scratches on his limbs. he already got injection and i hope nothing serious happen later on. however, yesterday i heard his conversation with mum. He guessed a change of temperature inside her mouth. and i realized it's a sign of having fever....it seemed to be getting worsen when mum complaint that she always felt dizzy lately...my younger sis who's at the hostel is now having fever.

it's only 10 days left...oh Allah, grant us good health. i begged for Your help.

banyak sungguh ujian yang diberikanNya semoga ia dapat menghapuskan dosa-dosa kecil kami. Ameen....