~a mistake~

i realized that sometimes i took you for granted,
i've been rarely grateful while i've still having you all this while...

thanks for dropping the medicine round to my place just now....
thanks for the concern expressed...
thanks for all your advice...

i was so touched after you called me informing your wish....
i kept holding my tears in my eyes for so long from streaming down my cheek till your arrival...
and i MANAGED to do so....

thanx a lot....

~happy 24th birthday, ida!~

salam n hye all...

it'd been  a while since my last completed entry...does it mean the entry below incomplete? yup! i ws not feeling very well yesterday, not only yesterday actually, for these past few days...i wasn't in the mood of blogging as well as blog hopping...if ade mood sikit2 pun mesti blog walking kat B2B's blog....then, i started to be like them..googling the bridal boutique, searching for my dreamy dais, wedding attire or dress, the price of the hall  n bla bla bla...

sangat tidak sedar diri ye i ni... masih blum settle Kursus Induksi Sistem Saraan Malaysia (KISSM) ada hati nak kawen, masih unemployed ada hati nak kawen, my sis blum kawen lagi, ada hati nak kawen, xde duit simpanan yang banyak ada hati nak kawen, xkn nak susahkan parents plak kan? dahla they have been raising up  me since we were a baby till now all required money kan?masuk  hostel and all fees for studying paid by them...and now they have to pay for your big day?it's a no-no to me...and that's only my opinion i know different persons see things differently right?

okay, okay back to the topic of this entry...yar..my birthday which was on 17 April and i would like to thank each and everyone of you for all your wishes and prays...i hope it'll become true especially for those who prayed for my marriage (oh, sudah gatal rupenye). InsyaAllah..

on my 24th birthday, i didnt receive any surprises as i was busy with netball tournament in Sk. Ganun. i know i shouldn't be there since my practicum already over so i couldnt see any need for me to come over there. but for the sake of my pupils who longed for my visit to support them and Alhamdulillah they won 2 out of 3 games and ended in  draw for 1 game. as long as they didnt lost any game and were required to come over the next day for semi-final. their wins could be considered as a gift for my birthday.

i love surprises actually and too sad to mention that i rarely got surprises! poor me...
but the following days after my birthday, i was surprised by my two best buddies which was Hani and Nana for coming to my house and giving me a birthday present. yup sangat surprise okay! i was actually just having my lunch with my bro and sis-in law and suddenly i heard voices of people chit chatting which i was very familiar with. i hurriedly went to the living room and saw those two buddies already standing in front of my parents. they gave me the present and wished a happy happy birthday. not to forget also another bff which is Kak Wani who did put some share on buying the present. i love it very much as it was actually my favourite book. it comes in series and i hope someone can buy me the other 3 series i guess..hehe..

next, another surprise was from my dad. i was about to go for shopping and i asked him that i need a wedge heel and why not he buy for me as a birthday present....he responded that he already bought me a car for my birthday...this is a big surprise! so, i ws not required to pay the downpayment back! Alhamdulillah....

how about my boyfie? we didnt go for a special date just for celebrating my bufday and go to a good restaurant like Kenny or Windmill or else which we used to. we just went to Western D' Kampung just nearby my house and we ate this...

i couldnt remember its name but i could tell u that the white melted thing is the cheese and the black ones are  olives. this is one of the new dishes as it is not on the menu yet. 

this one also couldnt remember, what a bad memory i have! but basically it is spagheti with blackpepper lamb.

actually the dishes above were not meant for me..mine was chickenchop errr..errr..errr...... couldnt remember la...

but i ate his a lot coz mine was not taste good in my mouth....


birthday present from him?.. a smartfong...:) thank, love....:)

~unpredictable~

salam n hye all...

hurm...im not feeling very well recently....please pray 4 me kwn2...

dear loving future husband


Dear loving Future Hubby,

Assalaamu Alaikum!

I have taken your hand hoping that you will treat me like a princess. My heart is soft, so don’t break it with harsh words.

As you know women are created from a crooked rib, thus I might not be perfect. Don’t leave me as I’m because I might become a loser. And also don’t try to make me erect at once because I might break. Try to handle me smoothly In sha Allah and I’ll be ok.

As you are my better half, always try to be better In sha Allah, that will give me the impression that you are the best husband in the world. Don’t blame me for my small mistakes. Forget them and forgive me. If you see any mistakes in me, please don’t point out them in front of others. Make me recognize them with kind words.

Don’t describe other ladies to me, because that might make me envious. Compliment me if I do anything that pleases you. If I want to talk to you please listen to me carefully. That will give me an impression that you are there to care for me.

Some times I might lost my patience and I might turn wild. At that moment kindly make me realize that I am wrong. If I demand from you little things, try to fulfil them if you can. If you can’t, explain to me kindly. In sha Allah I will understand.

Understand me when no one does. That will give me hope in life. At least spend some hours with me to know how I feel.
In short be my mother when I’m sick.
Be my father when I’m in need.
Be my brother when I want to share.
Be my best friend when I want to talk.

Hold my hands and take me in the path of Jannah! In sha Allah!
Let’s live as an exemplary couple, as another Muhammad (saw) and Khadeeja. And let us live as husband and wife even in Jannatul Firdous In sha Allah.

-Your future wife-
With lots and lots of love!!!

(http://www.PureMatrimony.com/)

~a brand new start~

salam n hye all....

just a quick update coz im quite busy lately...there r things that i need to prepare before coming to maktab this Friday...lots of form that should be stamped and documented....there r still a journal entry that's left unwritten and several other forms that are not completed yet. there r only two days left before im FREE!....

but, im planning to do a beneficial work or maybe a project which i believed it would really really benefit me later on...i hope Allah helps me in realizing my plan and eases my way to achieve my aim..InsyaAllah...

mulakan dengan Bismillah....:)