~we plan and pray but HE is still the one who decides~

salam and morning all...

i cant believe that im writing this morning entry.i rarely write after Subuh as i always equip the time with reading booksss....lots of book need to be read and for sure it is an extensive reading thus i enjoy doing it. instead, intensive reading will be only done when the exam is just around the corner.maybe no more intensive reading after this for no more examssss.....:)

while reading a book after performing my Subuh prayer, my heart told me that it craved for writing but my hand told me not to....i continued reading and i couldnt refrain myself not to follow my heart thus i ended up here..when im in the mood of writing, i would write excessively but i know people wouldnt read long entry unless it is informative and interesting. im not meant to be a writer therefore im lacking in that. i tried to produce one. InsyaAllah...

since the school holiday just started, trail of wedding cards from friends received and already put in my drawer or else they will be scattered everywhere. sadly, i think i cant attend all....or maybe i attend none. it's not because i didnt have the heart to go but it's all about the miles that matter. sorry in advance, friends.

hari berganti hari, bulan berganti bulan, tahun berganti tahun, dekad berganti dekad, abad berganti abad, penyatuan demi penyatuan dua hati diijabkabulkan....tidak lupa juga perpisahan demi perpisahan yang dilalui oleh segelintir kawan-kawan di saat orang lain memberi kad kawen masing-masing.....cerita demi cerita yang berpeluang untuk saya ikuti menjadikan saya takut, risau, curious apakah pengalaman yang dilalui saya sendiri berakhir dengan sad or happy ending? it's like a fairytale and for sure we opted for the second right? we never knw but HE knows well. we do plan and pray but HE is the one who decides. that's one of the compulsory words or sentences that i will utter whenever my friends shared her hard time.

kepada kawan2, jangan takut akan perpisahan, jangan menangisi perpisahan....
because everything happened for a reason......seperti yang pernah post di entry yang lalu

“Ya Allah…Engkau yang Maha tahu segalanya.

bila kehadiranku,menganggu hatinya,tidak membawa kebaikan padanya,maka kau pisahkanlah kami biarpun kami terluka
bila aku tak layak dan bukan yang terbaik untuknya maka kau jauhkanlah aku darinya
bila bukan aku yang tertulis untuk melengkapkan separuh dari agamanya,maka jarakkan kami agar tidak timbul rasa yang mengundang kecewa
bila aku bukan yang terbaik,bila aku bukan yang tercatat dalam takdir,dan bila dia berhak kepada yang lebih baik,maka jarakkan kami, pisahkan kami

jangan menangisi perpisahan,kelak DIA akan gantikan,dengan seseorang yang telah tercatat,dengan seseorang yang terbaik untuk dunia dan akhirat kamu.” 

and remember this.....

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