salam....
fuh..fuh..sudah lama tidak menjenguk cool blog ni...sudah bersawang sana sini...
bukan kerana hilang minat, bukan kerana kehabisan idea, bukan kerana malas menaip, tapi masa yang tidak berapa nak mengizinkan untuk aku meluangkan masa di sini...banyak lagi perkara dan tugasan yang perlu diselesaikan yang aku sedari hanyalah tuntutan duniawi...tapi kerana tanggungjawab dan future career, ku gagahi juga...
actually, there r many things happened to me all this while but i realized i could not pour them all here since it's world wide. special thanks to my close buddies nana and him coz lend me your ears to listen to all my hard time, lend me your shoulders for me to cry on and calm me down.... only Allah can repay all your kindness.
i realized i was not strong enough, not like both of you. that's why i once cried while teaching the pupils (ade kaitan ke?huhu) nope...i easily cried when things went haywire. sometimes i felt that it was not my fault. sometimes, i did feel the other way round.
to those people, we r grown-ups...we have our own opinion. we hold our respective principle and notion. we belongs to each other since we live under the same roof. but, sometimes, we felt separated when we had different view on certain things and we couldnt agree more to each other...
i really really really hope that this matter would end just soon coz i hate the feeling of hatred which lead me to commit vengeance later on....:( Nauzubillah....
fuh..fuh..sudah lama tidak menjenguk cool blog ni...sudah bersawang sana sini...
bukan kerana hilang minat, bukan kerana kehabisan idea, bukan kerana malas menaip, tapi masa yang tidak berapa nak mengizinkan untuk aku meluangkan masa di sini...banyak lagi perkara dan tugasan yang perlu diselesaikan yang aku sedari hanyalah tuntutan duniawi...tapi kerana tanggungjawab dan future career, ku gagahi juga...
actually, there r many things happened to me all this while but i realized i could not pour them all here since it's world wide. special thanks to my close buddies nana and him coz lend me your ears to listen to all my hard time, lend me your shoulders for me to cry on and calm me down.... only Allah can repay all your kindness.
i realized i was not strong enough, not like both of you. that's why i once cried while teaching the pupils (ade kaitan ke?huhu) nope...i easily cried when things went haywire. sometimes i felt that it was not my fault. sometimes, i did feel the other way round.
to those people, we r grown-ups...we have our own opinion. we hold our respective principle and notion. we belongs to each other since we live under the same roof. but, sometimes, we felt separated when we had different view on certain things and we couldnt agree more to each other...
i really really really hope that this matter would end just soon coz i hate the feeling of hatred which lead me to commit vengeance later on....:( Nauzubillah....
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