salam readers...

sudah lama rasanya tidak mengupdate blog...bukan malas tapi bnyak planning and things to do lately....but of coz not d assignments...sometimes xtau nak bwat yang mane...novel x abis bce lagi, movie banyak x tgk lagi, blog lagi...but nver mind, i do all just for pleasure, willingly, so it's all up to me right...
one of the webs that i love to surf is halaqah.net...i love to read its beneficial posts especially when it comes to discussion....due to lack of knowledge, i never tried to involve in the discussion but just read people's opinion regarding on certain issue, critically evaluated it, took the most reliable and put aside the uncertain one.all this while, most of them have cleared my confusion and doubt regarding on lotsa issues.

i came across below thus i would like to share with all of u...its about perkahwinan yang terlalu mengikut adat...

Bantu lah para muslimin mu untuk mereka mengurangkan dosa. Mungkin dari pengalaman hidup dan kehidupan yang dilalui, seorang lelaki itu boleh menjaga mata dan nafsu gelora kerana godaan diluar sana oleh perempuan yang tidak layak dipanggil perempuan jika dia memiliki isteri. Ini kerana bila, nafsunya terangsang dengan godaan tanpa sengaja, dia boleh melampiaskan pada isterinya.


• Seorang suami dibolehkan jima’ (mencampuri) isterinya bila masa saja yang ia kehendaki; pagi, siang, atau malam. Bahkan, apabila seorang suami melihat wanita yang mengagumkannya, hendaknya ia mendatangi isterinya. Hal ini berdasarkan riwayat bahwasanya Rasulullah shallallaahu ‘alaihi wa sallam melihat wanita yang mengagumkan beliau. Kemudian beliau mendatangi isterinya -yaitu Zainab radhiyallaahu ‘anha- yang sedang membuat adonan roti. Lalu beliau melakukan hajatnya (berjima’ dengan isterinya). Kemu-dian beliau bersabda (maksudnya),

"Sesungguhnya wanita itu menghadap dalam rupa syaitan dan membelakangi dalam rupa syaitan. ( Maksudnya isyarat dalam mengajak kepada hawa nafsu.) Maka, apabila seseorang dari kalian melihat seorang wanita (yang mengagumkan), hendaklah ia mendatangi isterinya. Karena yang demikian itu dapat menolak apa yang ada di dalam hatinya.” ( Hadits shahih: Diriwayatkan oleh Muslim (no. 1403), at-Tirmidzi (no. 1158), Adu Dawud (no. 2151), al-Baihaqi (VII/90), Ahmad (III/330, 341, 348, 395) dan lafazh ini miliknya, dari Shahabat Jabir bin ‘Abdillah radhiyallaahu ‘anhuma. Lihat Silsilah ash-Shahiihah (I/470-471).


Imam an-Nawawi rahimahullaah berkata : “ Dianjurkan bagi siapa yang melihat wanita hingga syahwatnya tergerak agar segera mendatangi isterinya - atau budak perempuan yang dimilikinya -kemudian menggaulinya untuk meredakan syahwatnya juga agar jiwanya menjadi tenang.” ( Syarah Shahiih Muslim (IX/178).

Akan tetapi, ketahuilah saudara yang budiman, bahwasanya menahan pandangan itu wajib hukumnya, karena hadits tersebut berkenaan dan berlaku untuk pandangan secara tiba-tiba.


Allah Ta’ala berfirman:

"“Katakanlah kepada laki-laki yang beriman, agar mereka menjaga pandangannya, dan memelihara kemaluannya; yang demikian itu lebih suci bagi mereka. Sungguh, Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang mereka perbuat” .[An-Nuur : 30]

Dari Abu Buraidah, dari ayahnya radhiyallaahu ‘anhu, ia berkata, “Rasulullah shallallaahu ‘alaihi wa sallam ber-sabda kepada ‘Ali (maksudnya).

"Wahai ‘Ali, janganlah engkau mengikuti satu pandangan pandangan lainnya karena yang pertama untukmu dan yang kedua bukan untukmu”.(Hadits hasan: Diriwayatkan oleh at-Tirmidzi (no. 2777) dan Abu Dawud (no. 2149).

Firman Allah dalam surah Al-Baqarah ayat 187, yang bermaksud , "...mereka itu adalah pakaian bagimu dan kamu pun adalah pakaian bagi mereka. Allah mengetahui bahawa kamu tidak dapat menahan nafsumu, kerana itu Allah mengampunkan kamu dan memberikan keringanan kepadamu."

Dalam surah Al-Baqarah ayat 223, yang bermaksud, "Isteri-isteri adalah seperti tanah tempat bercucuk tanam,maka datanglah (tanah) tempat bercucuk tanam sebagaimana sahaja yang kamu kehendaki, kerjakanlah (amal-amal) yang baik untuk dirimu. Bertaqwalah kepada Allah dan ketahuilah kamu kelak akan menemuiNya. Dan berikanlah khabar gembira bagi orang-orang yang beriman." (Al Baqarah: 223)

Dan nasihat saya pada para isteri, apa bila seorang suami terpaksa bertugas luar dalam tempoh tertentu, berilah bekalan istimewa kepadanya, agar air yang terkumpul ditulang sulbi, bila baru dikeluarkan, akan dapat menahan dan mengawal nafsu diluar sana. Dan apabila dia balik ke rumah, cepat-cepat hadiahkan persembahan istimewa. Mahukah kita menjadi seperti suatu kisah sahabat,

"apabila suaminya akan pulang ke rumah, isteri itu telah menunggu di tepi pintu dengan tangan kanan memegang segelas air dan tangan kiri memegang rotan."



Maka, wahai muslimah sekalian




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salam readers..

Can you believe that...

• im only 47.5kg.....i miss my ideal weight...i've tried to eat a lot but...:(
• im the shortest among the siblings but never mind, mum save me....thanx mum!!
• my happy feeling reaches its peak only when im home...
• i hve a brother, a sister, a younger brother, a younger sister, a dad, and a mum...complete!!alhamdulillah...
• one of my schoolmates confessed that he had a crush on me and only revealed it after 10 years which was last week...but nvr mind, im already taken so is he...:)
• i ws checking my notes while having tea last evening and my dad prompting me by saying "ida ade exam lg ke?"....dad, dont orient myself to exam only...:)
• i'd betrayed my own promises as i sweetened my body with lots of mix fruits choc...they look very tempting  that i couldnt refrain myself from eating little...forgive myself!!

salam everyone....

how's ur heart condition?do you have a healthy or a dead heart?
all this while im wondering how to determine my recent condition of heart....how to measure the thickness of the black dots on it?are they already that thick?....
one of the indications which tells us that our heart not in a state of healthy is that we enjoy commiting sins without having any guilt thus we keep repeating the wrongdoings eventhough you've repented or taubat...and the worst part is that you proud of committing that evil acts...

in addition, according to Syeikh Ibrahim Adham,there are several indications that our heart is dead namely:

1. Mengaku kenal Allah SWT, tetapi tidak menunaikan hak-hak-Nya.
2. Mengaku cinta kepada Rasulullah s.a.w., tetapi mengabaikan sunnah baginda.
3. Membaca al-Quran, tetapi tidak beramal dengan hukum-hukum di dalamnya.
4. Memakan nikmat-nikmat Allah SWT, tetapi tidak mensyukuri atas pemberian-Nya.
5. Mengaku syaitan itu musuh, tetapi tidak berjuang menentangnya.
6. Mengaku adanya nikmat syurga, tetapi tidak beramal untuk mendapatkannya.
7. Mengaku adanya seksa neraka, tetapi tidak berusaha untuk menjauhinya.
8. Mengaku kematian pasti tiba bagi setiap jiwa, tetapi masih tidak bersedia untuknya.
9. Menyibukkan diri membuka keaiban orang lain, tetapi lupa akan keaiban diri sendiri.
10. Menghantar dan menguburkan jenazah/mayat saudara se-Islam, tetapi tidak mengambil pengajaran daripadanya.

Mati hati itu adalah kerana tiga perkara iaitu;


1-Hubbul dunia (kasihkan dunia)
2-Lalai daripada zikirullah (mengingati Allah)
3-Membanyakkan makan dan menjatuhkan anggota badan kepada maksiat kepada Allah.

Hidup hati itu kerana tiga perkara iaitu;

1-Zuhud dengan dunia
2-Zikrullah
3-Bergaul atau berkawan dengan aulia Allah






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love,

i dont always tell you
that you mean more to me than anything...
i dont always tell you
that you brighten up my everyday...
i dont always tell you
what's in my heart
that you're my one and only love...

thanks for everything...

salam...

i need to control myself from taking too much sugar in my coffee, nescafe, tea and such...
if i'm really craving for carbonated or fizzy beverages, i should grab only the Tinge....or just forget about it and forced myself to look for merely plain, mineral water...
if i'm about to buy cookies like Chipsmore, i should pick the one with the 'less sugar' printed on its packaging...
i love loaves, any type of bread or bun, thus if i feel like eating one, please buy me the chocolate flavour one instead of redbean or else which has more total sugars....yes, i've checked, loaf with chocolate contains less sugar compared to the one with red bean inside...
dont put ice-cream in one of my must-routine-food list from now on...

serving me with sweet food or drink seem like i'd the best meal ever!

guys...dont try to tempt me with those if you really love me....please..:)

salam and hye all...

sometimes...you felt like you wanted to improve, to upgrade yourself in order to achieve some betterment...

sometimes...you convinced yourself that you are already an adult, you also wished to convince people that you already have the courage to do something that you never used to do before, but adult always do...

sometimes...you tried very hard to prove to yourself as well as others, and make them realized that you also have the talent and ability to do something just like others...

since you are climbing to the higher level of human development phase, you are gradually granted a lot of curiosity that caused you to try something that's new to you...

BUT...
there's always something, some situations, conditions, person or people that stop u to do so...
thus,
you'll never learn, improve and be independent....:(



i know they love me more than anything but.....

salam everyone...

 11 december 2010
...the day has come...

4 days ago was the last time i paid her a visit after the day she underwent an operation on her waist....
and starting from that, she could barely talk, hardly mouthing sentence or even a single word..plus, couldnt walk at all...
i got several signs indicating her death days before that but i chose to just keep to myself and revealed them hours after receiving the bad news...some of my family members also got several signs as my dad smelled kapur barus a night before...
what caused me a big regret and felt bad was my failure to stay with her, by her side till the last breath of hers...
i cant join them on the second and the third day of tahlil since im already here...:(

semoga arwah di tempatkan dalam kalangan orang-orang yang beriman...al-Fatihah.

salam maal hijrah everyone..
may this year ahead is better than the last....:)

hurm....result..?alhamdulillah...walaupun turun dengan mendadaknye....tp xpe i percaya dengan roda kehidupan...sometimes kite di atas and sometimes kite di bawah...

and whats more, Mr Semantics spoiled my result slip....He never failed to disappoint me..quiz 1,quiz 2, mid term till the end, final.....always...

and i mmg dh expect dah dngn result mcm tu coz last sem was the most hectic and torturous sem if compared to others...and mmg agak susah untuk maintain pointer yg lepas...x caye?just ask those yg pernah experienced it...

every time dapat result, i always have this in mind: Allah selalu beri apa yang saya mahukan tetapi sudah cukupkah saya memenuhi permintaan dan kehendak-Nya.....HE's so generous to me...

salam and hello everyone...

sy kongsikan bersama satu post by a friend of mine, Azrai..
we were in the same school before, we surely at least once bumped into each other but we never talked to each other i supposed....

perasaanku selama ini rupenye turut dirasa oleh beliau...


"Ko biar betul azrai..mcm xprcaye je..ak respect ar kt ko!" - Bicara SMS yang tertera di skrin phoneku malam itu, datangnya dari seorang rakan lama setelah lebih empat tahun terputus hubungan, rakan yang tentunya akan menggenggam segulung ijazah sarjana muda tidak berapa lama lagi. Tapi aku? Bukannya aku tak pernah terasa pedih, bukannya aku tak pernah terasa malu mendepani kegagalan. Namun kutabahkan hati, kutebalkan muka menghadapi saat sukar yang kian berlalu. Aku tak pernah menangis walau pernah mengecewakan hati abah dan mengguris parut kesedihan di wajah emak. Aahh..keras benar hatiku ini agaknya!


Di kala termenung sendirian, roda kehidupan kembali terimbau di ingatan. Roda kehidupan yang sekejap membawa kita ke puncak dunia dan sekejap lagi bisa ke bawah semula. Terbayang kembali gelagat abah ketika keputusan UPSR diumumkan, sambil tersenyum abah mengisyaratkan tanda bagus kepadaku. "Wah! hebat betul abah. Belum sempat ku bilang dia sudah tahu rupanya!" bisik hatiku riang. Aku fahami kegembiraan di hati abah walaupun turut bersarang kebimbangan di hati emak saat menghantar putera tunggal mereka ini menuntut ilmu jauh di daerah orang. Manakan tidak, si kecil mereka yang masih bersuara halus ini akan ditinggalkan jauh bersendirian di tempat orang. Diakui aku turut sebak saat itu, tapi aku yakin dan percaya bahawa emak abah tahu apa yang mereka lakukan demi masa depanku. Benar, mereka lebih tahu kerana sekarang aku pun dah tahu.

Tiga tahun berlalu, kami berkelana lagi menuju ke daerah ilmu yang baru, bumi Hang Tuah nan bersejarah. Dalam aku bersemangat, rupanya bersemangat lagi kedua orang tuaku dalam memimpin langkahku bagi mendapat pendidikan terbaik. Masih basah dalam ingatan, titisan darah di jari abah yang terluka kerana terkena serpihan kaca ketika sama-sama membantu mempersiapkan perbekalanku pagi itu. Namun tangan tuanya tetap gagah memandu sepuluh jam tanpa henti demi anak terunanya ini. Emak pula walaupun tidak ikut sama, tapi doanya tentu setia menemani perjalananku. Tentu dia masih berkira-kira untuk melihatku menjadi seorang 'engineer' yang berjaya!

Hakikatnya, warna pelangi tidak kan berpanjangan, roda kehidupan tidak kan kekal setia di puncaknya. Dua tahun berusaha, namun keputusan SPM yang kuperolehi tak salah dari apa yang diduga. Firasatku tidak sesat dalam mentafsir maknanya. Mungkin usahaku selama itu belum cukup sempurna, lalu pencapaiannya sederhana cuma. Bukan result ku tidak bagus, malah masih boleh diiktiraf cemerlang oleh rakan-rakan sekampung. Namun realitinya tika itu aku berada di sebuah sekolah berasrama penuh yang dinobatkan sebagai sekolah terbaik Malaysia-SPM 2005, menyebabkan cahaya kecemerlanganku tenggelam dalam sinar kejayaan rakan-rakan seperjuangan, bak cahaya lilin menyinar di tengah hari.



Apa pun pendakianku tidak terhenti, aku sedar dan bersyukur dengan apa yang tertulis di 'sana'. Gagal menempatkan diri ke sebarang universiti terkemuka tanah air seperti mana rakan-rakan yang lain, aku kembali ke negeri Darul Makmur bagi melanjutkan pengajian di kolej matrikulasi dalam aliran sains fizikal. Nampak gayanya hasrat emak masih belum terpadam. Namun? Aduhai! nasib oh nasib. Tapi nasib juga aku tidak mengeluh panjang tentang nasibku saat itu, jika tidak entah apa nasibku sekarang, belum tentu sebaik hari ini. Masakan tidak, sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga pula, aku tersungkur lagi di pusat pengajian ini. Entah semangat yang lemah atau pemikiran dan minat yang berubah, semuanya serba tidak kena sepanjang pengajianku di sini. Melihat kepada 'result' semester awal yang sangat teruk, aku akhirnya mengambil keputusan untuk berhenti pengajian! Maafkan aku emak kerana gagal bergelar seorang Ir. "Tapi tak mengapalah, mungkin harapan itu boleh disandarkan kepada adik-adikku yang lain," keluh hati kecilku.

Kehilangan arah seketika, tiba-tiba abah kembali meniupkan angin dalam mengemudi perjalanan hidupku. Cadangannya agar aku menyambung pengajian dalam jurusan undang-undang & syariah diterima tanpa banyak soal. Entah mengapa itu pilihannya, aku tak ambil pusing lagi, yang penting kehidupan perlu diteruskan. Mungkin juga emak abah masih menyimpan secebis harapan agar aku tetap berkecimpung dalam bidang profesional. Bukankah kerjaya guaman juga tak kurang hebatnya berbanding doktor atau 'engineer'! Dengan minat yang sederhana pada mulanya, aku tiba ke sebuah kolej universiti yang pertama kali aku dengari namanya. Bagiku minat boleh dipupuk dan disemai, asal sahaja dipasakkan tekad yang teguh dan disusuli usaha yang jitu. Tekadku adalah untuk bangkit dari rebah yang panjang. Biarkan apa orang nak kata, yang penting aku tahu apa yang hatiku kata. Kebetulan pula saat itu aku banyak membaca dan memahami perkara baru mengenai kehidupan, langsung mengajarku agar tidak terus menangis. “La' Tahzan,” pesan Dr. 'Aidh Abdullah Qarni. Aku belajar untuk menjadi insan berjiwa besar dan bersemangat waja. Aku semakin mengerti tentang siapa diri ini dan kenapa ianya perlu lahir di dunia. Aku mulai sedar tentang hakikat takdir dan konsep masa yang sebenarnya.



Sememangnya tiada siapa menduga dalam sekelip mata takdir yang Esa memutarkan dunia pengajianku, 360 darjah, terus singgah ke alam lain yang tak pernah sekalipun aku mimpikan. Namun kini aku fahami segala suratan atau kebetulan yang melanda. DIA merancang kita merancang, tapi perancangan-Nya tetap yang terbaik.  Siapa sangka aku yang dahulunya terkenal pendiam bisa menjadi 'top student in law', bidang yang bukan sahaja memerlukan kepetahan berbicara malah kebijaksanaan memanipulasi sumber demi kebenaran dan keadilan. Malah, tidak mudah untuk rakan-rakanku percaya bahawa aku yang dahulunya pasif sempat menimba pengalaman mengemudi tampuk kepimpinan pelajar dengan jayanya, dihormati kawan dan lawan. Aku bukannya gila hormat tapi cuma mencari kehormatan! "Gila hormat dilarang tetapi menjadi orang terhormat harus menjadi tujuan," pesan Imam al-Ghazali.

Aku akui kadang-kadang bayu penyesalan masih tetap menyapa diri, tatkala menatap gambar kenangan rakan-rakanku di laman sosial. "Wah..seronoknya Maher 'berposing' sakan di depan roket pertama Neil Armstrong!" getusku tika menatap gambar sahabat karibku di zaman persekolahan dahulu. Albert si rakan sebelah mejaku pula begitu teruja bergambar kenangan di laman stadium Old Trafford, Manchester. Seronok sungguh mereka mengembara menuntut ilmu jauh di benua orang. Tapi aku? Aku masih tetap sedia di bumi bertuah ini. Walaupun sebak menebak sanubari, namun aku tak bisa lemas dalam air mata kegagalan kerana kuyakin pada firman-Nya bahawa sesudah kepayahan pasti ada kesenangan. Sekarang aku juga boleh berbangga dengan pencapaian diri, walaupun mungkin tidak sehebat mereka dan meskipun hasrat menjejakkan kaki ke menara gading masih dalam angan-angan. Sebenarnya aku tak kisah untuk menunggu dan ditinggalkan masa kerana aku sudah lama dan telalu banyak belajar dari sebuah 'Universiti Kehidupan'.



things to note:
- we shared more or less the same journey of life...but there r things yg xsme..mcm matrix tu mmg xla...i xsempat pun amik exam kt matrix as i quitted and went for something that's more precious to my parents.

- and for sure, we were hunting for different course...mine wasn't engneer at all...and ade lg yg xsme...but overall, we were in the same boat...

- maybe, after reading this post, some of u mesti ckp kitorg x bersyukur but u should put urself in our shoes...being in that so-called school, if u got 8As and below, you'd considered urself gagal or x cemerlang and our school plak mse tu sekolah terbaik SPM...only the school and ur frenz are the best but u?...and boleh dikira dengan jari berapa orang je yg masih di Malaysia....just imagine!

salam n hye readers...

let's quack with me around malacca historical city!!!!

salam n hello readers!!

salam n hye readers!

• membuang toksin
• menigkatkan metabolisme
• meningkatkan imunisasi
• mencegah sembelit
• membaiki struktur kulit
• mencegah kaki berbau
• mengaktifkan sel
• anti penuaan
• membantu peredaran darah
• meningkatkan kualiti tidur
• membantu meringankan beban pada sisitem imunisasi badan

salam n hello readers...

*my younger bro also read the article and he told me "kak ida nnti dh kwen xbole main fb dah"....sy xbwat ape2 salah pun..huhu..

*jgn sampai fb diharamkn mcm rokok as it gives bad impact and brings harm to others. it can be made possible okay!!

salam everyone...

mood: Sukan Asia..

i love badminton...dlu ptg2 slalu main badminton ngn parents and siblings kat depan umah...caya x?klu x caya, just ask my neighbours k.nadia and k.arina...tu pun klu dorg nmpk la...huhu..

even though Lee Chong Wei kalah, i tetap sokong die...Lin Dan mmg more experienced and skilled if compared to him....

salam n morning everyone....

......sbb first time main bowling,and first throw strike plak 2...mamat kat sebelah pun terkjut...rse cm nk bgtau je mereka yg sy pun terkejut sbnrnya..huhu...tu la...dont judge a book by its cover ok..:)

salam and hye all...

all this while, i occupied my leisure time by watching videoosss by CST production...lets share my interest and enjoy the videos....but make sure gather ur patience dulu coz after watching all the videos, i bet u will be craving for a marriage life...:)

www.facebook.com/cstproduction

salam...hye all...

im currently reading Dr. Tuah's....
during one of his talks with UPSI students (if im not mistaken), one of the students asked him, "Dr.Tuah, mcm mne kte nk tahu seseorg tu mmg jdoh kita"..he answered her:

• kalau hubungan itu banyak sngt air mata, itu tandanya dia bukanlah calon terbaik untuk kita, sebab kalau dalam bercinta pun selalu bergaduh, lagilah dh kahwin.
• kalau hubungan itu banyak sangat masalahnya,mcm2lah masalah, termasuklah kemaksiatannya.
• kalau sepnjng hubungan itu kita rasa mcm x tenang je. kn kite ni ada instinct indera keenam.gerak hati kita boleh bagi tahu kita apakah dia tu sesuai untuk kita atau tidak sesuai untuk kita.
• kalau sepnjg hubungan tu, terlalu bnyk harta terpaksa dikorbankn, ia mungkin satu hubungan yang bermasalah dan dia boleh kita anggap bukan jodoh kita, sebab takkan kita nk jadi problem bila dh kwin, da tentu tak nak.
• klu sepnjg hubungn tu, kita lebih cenderung untuk ingkari suruhan Tuhan, misalnya time solat dia tidak sembhyang malah tak galak pun utk sembahyang.
• kalau lepas solat hajat , hati kita x senang pada dia, atau lepas soat istikharah, x ada petanda dialah jdoh kita, dia memg bukan jdoh kita.

he emphasized more on the last point....

salam..

last nite, my bro and sis asked me for a night walk..i refused to join them at first as i ws not in d mood of outing...my mum supposed that i ws in no mood coz of i didnt have money...she started to look for her purse, scrutinizing it for a minute and came out with an amount...i refused to take the money (ank yg baik), responded her by saying that it's not financial matters..no mood at all...but eventually, i changed my mind...

we turned up at new-fresh look-Mahkota Parade...we just had a walk in 2 to 3 stores...they had actually planned for a karaoke...i told bro that i needed popcorn to entertain me while they were singing...still, i ws in no mood....so he bought it plus a milktea-honeydew-pearl drink for me...i put all in my large bag and acted innocently at the counter and managed to get in... relieved..hehe..

there, i ate and drank without stop, be in my own world, neglecting others...the room's ambience plus the songs by rock bands made me in no no mood still....suddenly my bro tuned up to romantics songs which i ws familiar with... i asked him to hand me one of the mics and started to duet with him....

salam aidiladha everyone..




lovenote: thnx for d ole2 from cmeron especially the dried roselle and strawberrieess....love jeruk..u know me well...a life without jeruk is no life at all...:)
to sis and bro, cpat2 la kwen....i nk gak ank buah at least one...:)

date:14 November
venue: mahallah maryam

it's already 4.15p.m...i texted my sister purposely hinting that she should fetch me up by now...she replied by saying that she's looking for a new brand hp for dad, accompanied by bro...its already 4 and i ws still in my room alone...most of my coursmtes were already happily home....

in the morning, thnx to bros, udin n along as being so symphathetic to me as they skyped and webcamed me to relieve my boredom at least..i could see my sis was busy doing chores with mum at home....and thnx again to bros coz asking me for bowling....i enjoyed evry minute of it as i felt like it's like a real one for i could talk and at the same time shout to your ears, celebrating my strike as well as spare..hehe..

salam...

So many things as well as people made me sad today...n for sure, one of them was Mr.Semantics...he disappointed me lots...tawakal...

by right, i shouldn't be here...i should be on my way home...but things haven't worked out well for me... now i ended up here...lonely...
doing lots n lots of translation...boring....:(

salam n hye all....

hurm...i've packed my things...
im looking forward to take my last paper, not because im well-prepared for it, but it indicates that my sem break will begin soon...
plus, i knw that i am missed...and my parents are waitng for my homecoming...

thats all for now..
Mr.Semantics is staring at me and impatiently waiting for a date....gtg..:)

salam everyone...

morning!!..

just to share something for u all to ponder...

•  if we r studying, plz ensure that we study mainly becoz of Allah, to seek His pleasure...
• we should apply the knowledge gained as our guidances to lead both wordly and heavenly life...for instance,we memorized the characterictics of Islamic civilisation for UNGS paper and applied it in our daily life...
• we considered our studying, stayed up late at night or burnt the midnight oil for studying as ibadah but then we missed the most important ibadah which is the Subuh prayer the next morning...HE won't help us....

salam..hye all...

hurm....just a short post for today....

just to say thanks to all readers both old n new one....

but special thanks to those yg first time drop by my blog....i know la...u r caught...huhu...

that's all for now...let's reflect ourselves and selamat beramal.....:)

salam...

dear hamba Allah,

do u know that sometimes, i was awaken by your high pitch voice?
do u know that sometimes, i didn't get enough rest and sleep due to several awakenings?
do you realize that sometimes, you are busy discussing, excitedly, and other people are sleeping or studying?

the most important thing is that pernah ke i got mad with u due to this?
xpnah kn? coz i know we are living in a COMMUNITY or SOCIETY and being civilised...so i should bear it, be tolerant,
and so do u...
but....................................u don't.....

is it fair?

im not a type of person that u can make a fool of.... mcm lembu dicucuk hidung (btul ke this phrase)....
i have my right....

and ingat, actions speak louder than words....i remember more what u hve done rather than u hve spoken....so ckp biala serupa bikin....kalu nk tgur org make sure u pun xbuat bende tu...


p/s: during this sem exam week, last night was the FIRST time we did group discussion in my room but unfortunately ended up with this....and this morning u plak yg bwat bsing....lawakla wei!!!

salam everyone....

last night, i told one of my friends that im so worried bout dr.Walid's paper for i knw he's unpredictable lecturer....the answers or explanation given today sometimes are not the same as yesterday thus getting me into troubles...
my friend soothed me down by saying that "grades don't measure intelligence"...i do agree with her and already had it in mind since i ws in school....

hurm....can i say grades do measure diligence?....diligent, intelligent or else?..which category are u in?..at least try to grade urself otherwise, u r like an empty tin that's produced by a factory called university.....

sometimes...we tend to memorize info and not necessarily knowledge for we didn't understand them  first....we just poured them during exams...

sometimes...we put hard work, trying to comprehend them first, but still failed to do well in exam for we didn't know how to tackle the exam questions...

Saya tidak tahu apa kunci kejayaan, tapi kunci kegagalan adalah mencuba untuk membuat semua orang senang....

salam..

don't tell him that he's lucky to have me
for i'm not a perfect person...
and nobody's perfect though...

sometimes i tend to isolate myself from d crowd for i found that crowd can be destructive to me sometimes... people tend to bad-mouth others or groups that don't have the same belief, notion, characters as theirs...i started to grapple with the bad and good side of me then, eventually brings me into conflict with myself as either to join or choose not to respond to any....

i realized that there's not only sugar in life....sometimes, people consciously or intentionally put salt and pepper into it thus making it colourful....
and bear this in mind, don't expect me to be always on the top and being nice and good for i've experienced failure and being hated by people due to my breakthrough or else...
i love competition but it should be only healthy competition....i hate people who r always scrutinizing me or simply say being busy body in every second and minute of my time....maybe to check whether im studying or sleeping soundly and they happily went back to their room....

i love sharing...giving and taking....specifically dessiminating info or knowledge and hoping others will do the same to me...plz give me room and chance to be free rider sometimes...acquiring and disseminating knowledge and giving info are two different things...acquiring knowledge requires hardwork coz it involves understanding....in the context of test or quizzes, im willing to give answers to ppl but i hardly asked theirs, not bcoz they r not convincing but.....i have reasons for that.....that's y i rarely felt so down if i got low marks coz i knw Allah is all-knowing......

satisfaction and happiness wont accompany me if my success is actually not the real well-deserved one....

salam...
hope bace link below....beliau sngt bertuah...:)

pengalaman beliau berjumpa Rasulullah...

salam and hye all...
today is my frst paper and im not doing very well...due to time constraint, i didnt get chance to check my writing, not even once... plus, there r info or things in mind but i couldnt express and pour them into my answer paper..
it's all about time management...i feel bad..:(

the questions covered 100 marks...dats y there were lots of them...
it's not a good start i supposed...

salam everyone..

this thing came across my mind several minutes ago....and i need to pour my thought here...
don't u ever think that somtimes, not only sometimes i should say but always, Allah being sooo generous to us...
if we reflect ourselves, HE gives us everything that we r longing for without needing us to repay HIM....
HE grants our wishes, what makes the difference is just the time, within a short or long period of time...
HE gives us good life, chances, positions, grades or marks even though we commit sins everyday...we tend to forget Him and just seek HIS refuge and blessing when we are in need...let's reflect...

to that hamba Allah,
be grateful for the happiness and good life that Allah has granted to you all this while...i bet you have already got almost everything....
and i hope you will improve yourself for the betterment of your future undertaking....

 i do lots of thinking maybe......

don't make me cry anymore coz im in d mood of studying...
i'll put aside everything and try to realize all my dreams...
i know i've lots of responsibilities and commitments...
i've kept promises thus i shouldn't break them....
i still have healthy mind that is able to differentiate the bad and the wrong...

and the most salient point i intended to stress here is that no one can replace loves of my families that are flourished since the first till last breath of mine...i can guarantee....

pray for my success in both worldly and heavenly life...:)

Mum, sis…don’t get through me, don’t text me asking about my homecoming anymore…I can’t make it on Friday..i’ll be home a day after…just wait…:)

I can breathe right now and I need a walk…but haven’t got a chance to...:(

Hurm...my blog seems as if an album as there are a lot of photos here… I dislike all words in ppl’s blog as mere words are boring…unless it’s a motivational word…some of my friends already knew that I loved to read motivational words, quotations or sayings…during my 20th bufday, they gave me cards that were packed with lots and lots of motivational words…and i would love to read them especially when I felt down..

huh...people are now busy talking about the exam which is just around d corner...my heart started to thud audibly against my ribs and my breath seemed to get stuck in my throat.... indicating that im not prepared yet and not ready for any....God please..slower d time from ticking too fast coz im not running instead, still walking...

salam everyone...:)
hurm....berblogging di multiply.com is just meant for assgnment as i'll be given marks at d end of d day....but blogging di blogspot tidak mndapat ape2..just a hobby during my leisure time...and i enjoy doing it...:)
and one more thing..i'm not craving for more marks eventhough i feel that sometimes i deserve it due to some reasons...feel free to visit my multiply.com blog...

"don't strive for As, what's the purpose of getting 3.9 as all of u will be a teacher. my students who got excellent result in their studies ended up being a mere teacher but those who were not doing very well in their schooling, now being a principal, GPK and so forth" (Dr.Z, 2010)

yup, that's right but it's just for our own satisfaction....

and i do love blogging for the same reason as well...for my own satisfaction...
i love wedding thus most of my posts are about people's wedding...d same goes to this post...so, enjoy~

salam everyone..

i was weekending at somewhere special which was Limpahan Kasih Orphanage as i had a programme there.but it was just for one day which was Saturday.
we organized some activities for the orphans there and one of the most unforgettable experiences was cleaning the orphanage areas.

next was group discussion. each group was assigned to perform a short drama or sketsa on different folk tales. my group got Peteri Beradu. during the discussion, i realized one of my group members' tears streaming down her cheek as she was eyeing on some of the orphans.i could feel the same way as she did during my first orphanage visit months ago. thus, for yesterday, i resisted myself from staring or eying on them for so long as i was afraid of the same thing would happen to me.